message in a boot

There are so many reasons why I envy my younger sibling, and this jealousy has always been based on the fact that I do, always have and always will have anxiety issues.

She paints pictures on everything from her walls to her nails

Her beauty is striking, and she knows it, but her head is not in the sky

She’s the girl the boys all love, yet she could care less

Her imagination has allowed her to write so many original fairytales

Her intelligence is constant and not a prisoner to her mind

Her athletic ability is much better than mine, mostly because she doesn’t get stressed out when she makes a mistake, as I always did and therefore gave up on team sports in jr. high.

I know that she has her faults, but the best thing about her is she doesn’t dwell on them. She focuses on her assets, and always accomplishes everything she sets her mind to. Although I am older and supposed to be the one looked up to, I envy her care-free attitude because I know that I could never procrastinate like her and not feel the pressure. I am the type who is always over-prepared, whereas I seldom see her study, yet she gets 90s. My sister is the one I will continue to envy, because she is not shy. Right now she has her eyes set on being a doctor of some type, and all I can say is I know she can do it, and can’t wait to call her Dr. McKayla.